choices. sides. geometry.

Right. Wrong. Black. White.  Circles. Triangles.

These are a few of the things that annoy me. They are HYPOTHETICAL. They are like, not meant to be seen in real life. These function as examples, extremes, so that the intermediate and the vague can be understood in terms of it.

I admire people who can be righteous and I don’t know, save the world or whatever. I just don’t see the point. Who are you saving who from? Nobody’s pure evil. Everybody has motives, feelings, whatever that back them up. To regard something is disregarding the other unless the person chooses to act EXTREMELY -insert negative adjective here-.

But when it’s not about something concrete, something that isn’t going to destroy other somethings, what’s the point? I don’t WANT to choose because I either think both of you aren’t totally horrible or both of you are stupid. I don’t want to.

So.. that’s just what I feel. It’s not wrong.

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memories.

memories make you
break you
tear you till everything that fed you life
is a murky blur of dotted solitude
till the color becomes a speck
and the darkness (exaggerated)
clouds you and the dregs
of who you never wanted to be
and are all that’s left
of who you are.

memories take you away
from reality that’s a self-fulfilled prophecy
of all that was laid down
before you months ago
and the choices you took
despite the voices
that irked you and grew louder and louder
killing your illegitimate joy (and yet)
it’s memories that sustain you.