Five steps back

Of course I’m acting out.
Of course I’ll wonder how…
Of course it’s just noise, self involved outrage and unexpressed anger all pouring out through passive aggressive snarkiness.
Of course I’ll figure myself out.

Until then, I take five steps back and smile like this is where I’ve always been.

seasons greetings

it’s raining outside and snowing in my blog.

i’m heading towards progress, but it’s still cluttery with a heck load of obstacles and lack of time.

i’m happy i’m in the midst of it and have the necessary control to turn things around, though. that matters so much, and i wouldn’t have known this last year.