What if
You aren’t my crush?
What if you’re just
Validation?
A product of reciprocity
“I’m obsessed with you
Because you care a tiny bit about me.”
Or better yet, White Noise
To bury myself in
Because the silence, it was deafening.
What if, you’re little more than Preoccupation
Because right now,
I need something
To fill the void
Or better yet, a mindless adrenaline rush
Vague, heady, romanticized
Because you dared to get closer
When the lights turned orange.
What if, you’re just a Filler
A forgettable note
Clogging the empty pages
In between chapters
Or worse, some creepy Idealisation
Of what you actually are.
What if you’re nothing like the you
That lives in my head
And eats my thoughts?
What if your sole function
Is making me feel Wanted?
To fill gaps in conversation,
To have something to do.
What if you aren’t my crush?
Wellness Ideas 
Stawp over-thinking things already! 😛 I say go for it! 🙂