Adrenaline, rushed heart beat, silly smile, hand over face, jumping up and down up and down in your head as you wonder what the heck is happening to you. walking around in circles conjuring an almost-life with the possibilities as you jump up and down up and down , blood rushing to your cheeks, your cheeks paining and your hands clutching your cheeks… it’s just like a movie except it doesn’t cut to a plot-relevant scene and loose ends may remain loose ends. jumping up and down up and down in your head as your mind runs wild and heart beats fast all from that spark, that glimpse, that nod.
three years of college.
i never thought i’d shed a tear.